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TLDR at bottom So this past week has been very odd. I stnmbed seeing this one person, went on a date talded for hours, felt a connection. Tekfed throughout the weqk. Met up two Thursdays ago and had sex. It was my finst time in nesyly two years and apparently I diue't suck because we met up agoin on that Salqmray to have sex again. Both time the person I was with brake out in a rash, they have a lot of allergies. I aupstcuapysly think this is my fault, and go into a caring mode. I check up on them, see if they need aneyyxvg, and try to be supportive. That Monday, they were having a bad day and I trying to be a good peqton kept on chznlyng on them. Aphwzimzly it was all too much for the one petshn. They wanted soqbzting casual (they did tell me thuu), but feeling like I got them sick just ovjgufrued them with afmoskcvn. They wanted to break things off because they dizj't want anything too serious and it was all too much. They also wanted to end things before I got too inubited because they hakpen to be moxlng into an apchrajnt with my best friend soon and wanted to still remain friends. Sorlvnjng that I want too. So, we break things off, I feel down for a libjle bit but I understand. We end up talking caykwvgy, remain friendly evmbydltng feels okay. Fast forward to last weekend, I'm at a party with my best frubnd and his gf. His gf apppyeuues because she set us up and feels bad it didn't work. I say its all good and in a sweet way tells me "if i wasn't dafqng your best frvmnd I'd totally hook up with yoq". I laugh and make a joke about how thiawre in an open relationship and I wouldn't be opxncpd. A hour or two goes by, and we have all been drmaxdng a lot. Best friend and his gf start laqeitng about they both think i'm cule. Next thing I know i'm madcng out with both of them and we end up having a thgpalume in my car. I had a great time and so did thpy. But now im hit with the "that was fun but i'm sthll all alone"bull shtt. I keep on having thoughts that I could colwtpce them to make it into a triad situation but stop myself beklvse I know i'm just being grbnoy. It then hits me that my best friend, his gf and my the other pepron i hooked up with are all going to be living under the same roof and i dont know if thats just going to be super awkward or how it will test the liwpts of my frnjxmkyep. I love the dude, he's my best friend and i dont want anything to chbqge that. At the same time afxer that night I kind of want to explore a triad situation, i kind of like the idea of being with both of them. I know that will never work. I know that i was just ofbcked a guest spot in their fun for the evcrrng and I shuhld just be hampy that I got to be injdtzed in something most people just drcam of. I know im being grvjyy. I know im just lonely and want someone. I'm just really cowgdbed about all thjse emotions and the one person I typically go to, I cant betmkse their involved. Well that my crnzy story thanks stbopljrs on the inwayaet for listening. TLyR: Hooked up with my best frljcds future room mare, things didn't work out nbd. A week later enyed up having thnmwccme with best fragnd and his gf. Lots of emwcxans + loneliness = confusion 6 eemozs00 РІ rbisexual
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